As someone without mental support from family/friends, I find myself drowning in a sea of frustration/anger/saddness with only a half-inflated safely vest with no hopes of clear dry land in sight in all 360 degree...
If you are like me, how do you vent your frustration/anger/saddness?
But...maybe everyone else has some form of mental support either from family or friends. Except me of course.
On my facebook I look like the happiest guy ever to my friends...but what they do not know is that sometimes I look at my own facebook or picture, I don't recognise the person that is me in the picture. That picture of me smiling and looking happy...I dont look that way during those times when I think no one is looking.
I can only say my prayers every morning hoping the wrongs can be made right. Sorry and pls pardon my whining...I am just tired and sicked of sucking it up but yet I must. I am just doing everything and bearing whatever the world throw at me for the sake of my daughter.